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Guilty as sin: chapter 2

Summary : Sarah questions reader, her relationship with each man develops. See part 1 for full Run down.

Word count : once again I need an app that counts lol because it's another long one.

Once again reader is a hot mess.. bare with her 🖤

Pairing : Joel!dbf x reader : Tommy x reader

Tags : age gap. : SMUT . : Slight violence. : Language. : Knife mentioned. :Talk of slight assault. : P in v . Fingering. Oral f receiving: Oral M receiving (road head ) . Creampie (multiple) (this chapter gets very very smutty ) grumpy asshole Joel .

Music recs : guilty as sin (Taylor swift)

I lied(lord Huron) sweet nothing (Taylor swift) midnight rain (Taylor swift) worst way (Riley green) easy does it (goldford)

•

It's been about 10 minutes of silence. Sarah sits trying to process what she's figured out.

"So what are you gonna do." Sarah asks genuinely concerned. You have been in her life since she can remember.

"Are you asking me as Sarah my friend, or Sarah protecting her dad and uncle.. fuck that sounds so bad." You groan in aggravation.

Sarah lets out a laugh "yeah bad.. but I mean it could be worse..."

"No it couldn't." You hide your face in your hands. "I guess I don't know, my dad would be furious about Joel. That's his best friend. Then Sheila. Just everything. Bad enough you figured it out.. and Tommy.. I just I can't hurt him."

"That makes it seem like you know who you want." Sarah replies.

"It does.. until I see Tommy. Until I'm around him and it's like everything is blurry. Maybe I just leave them both alone. Just leave here go back to London or to my moms. " Tears develop in your eyes at the thought of leaving again. At the thought of leaving both of them.

Knock. Knock.

Joel opens the door.

"You girls okay? It's getting late didn't know if you were going home or if you wanted to stay here.?" Joel looks at you, examining your body language, how you're fidgeting.

"I can run her home, wouldn't be a problem." Tommy chimes in from behind Joel.

Ding *

Sarah miller : oh I think they know. Or something at least.

You : I think so too. Fuck me.

Sarah miller : no comment. Still too weird.

"So you stayin or goin home?" Joel asks you.

"Home. Im Gonna go home. And I'll walk." You gruffly reply. You get up walking past both of them and downstairs you go. You needed out. You didn't know how to handle this. You make it outside, you keep walking not looking back. You make it about a block till a truck pulls up.

•

"Sweetheart you're gonna get pneumonia being out in the rain again, please get it."

You shouldn't. You really really shouldn't... but you do...

you hop in, the heat is already on.

"You wanna grab a coffee to warm up?"

Tommy asks.

"Yeah sure." Your voice soft.

•

Tommy drives to the gas station down the road, he leaves you in the truck to get warm. Your phone vibrates a few times, you ignore it. He hops back in, coffee for both of you, and your favorite candy.

"You are too sweet to me you know that. I'm not good enough for you Tommy.. I'm too fucked up."

He shakes his head. Looking over at you with that smile.

"You are being ridiculous, listen I don't care about whatever else you have going on. I care about you. Regardless of anything. you are more than good enough sweetheart. And you make it easy to be sweet too."

You lay your head on his shoulder, innocently. You just loved his company. You sit there sipping on your coffee, radio playing some folk type of music. Rain hitting the windshield. You felt at peace.

"Hey" Tommy's voice soft, silky, kinda sexy.

"Yeah Tommy?" You turn to look at him

"You can say no. You layin on me like this how you smell like vanilla and sandalwood. I just.. I want to kiss you so fucking bad, I mean have since earlier. You can hear it in his voice, the slight desperation, the need for you.

You sit there for a second.

"So kiss me then."

Tommy's eyes glisten in the light of the gas station. He leans forward his hand on your cheek his presses his lips to yours. He gently sucks in your bottom lip before he pulls back.

"Thank you." He says looking at you like the prettiest thing he's ever seen.

"For what" you laugh

"For this"Tommy presses his luck and he kisses you again, this one deeper, his tongue enters your mouth, swirling around yours , his teeth graze your bottom lip, you know it's gonna happen and you can't stop it as his favorite little sound slips from your lips.

"If you want me to stop , you tell me to stop okay?" Tommy tells you.

"Don't stop" you say, coming out more as a pleas for him not too.

That's all he needed to hear, some type of reassurance. His lips back to yours crashing together, his hand on both sides of your face pulling you in with every kiss, the kiss deepening with every touch of your lips. His hands fall from your face, roaming down your body touching every part like he's studying it. His lips leave yours to kiss down your neck. You whimper as he gently sucks on the little crook where your shoulder connects to your neck. Tommy pulls back just to look at you, you stare back at him wondering why he stopped.

"I should get you home." He lays a kiss on your head.

"Yeah probably should." You smile at him as you run your hand through his soft dark hair.

•

Tommy drops you off, you run in to the house as it's still pouring down rain. He waits until you make it in before he drives away.

When you make it in, Your dad is in the recliner asleep.

"Hey dad" you kiss his forehead as you make your way upstairs.

Your body still is shivering from being drenched. you run the shower, water hot as possible. You really needed peace, some quiet, some time to think.

*ding

Joel miller - you home?

You - yeah. About to shower.

You hated being short with him but you didn't know what to say. How to even find the words for any of this. Maybe you were right maybe you need to leave again. It's not fair to uproot their lives here. It would hurt like hell but so does this.

*ding

Joel miller - you okay.? Did I do somethin?"

You - no. It's me. I think I need to leave again. Too fucked up.

You put your phone on do not disturb and get in the shower.

The hot water runs all over your body, the little bruises on your thighs are still there making you smile. Little reminders of Joel. You stay there for a bit just feeling the heat until the water runs cold.

The bathroom is filled with steam, you open up the door that connects to your bedroom when you hear someone move around with heavy footsteps. Someone is in your room. You come out wrapped in a towel to see Joel sitting on your bed desperation in his eyes.

"How- does my dad-" your whisper

He puts his finger up to his lips looking you up and down. Your skin wet barely covered by the tiny towel.

You drop the towel pushing him back on to the bed getting on top of him making him groan. He fumbles with getting his clothes off quickly as he kisses you in sheer need, almost desperate. Within seconds Joel miller is naked in your bedroom.

"You aren't leaving me. You can't leave me. I need you. We will make this work.. tell Sarah.. your dad.." he pleads.

Joel kisses down your neck, to your bare chest. Little kisses all over, softer than what you are used to with him.

"Joel -mhmm- fuck."

He takes your breast into his mouth sucking on your nipple his other hand kneeding your other breast his finger tips pinching your nipple.

"Joel" your voice more stern.

His head pops up to look at you. Your naked bodies intertwined.

"Yeah baby?" His low drawl in your ear.

" we need to talk. And really talk, as much as I want to keep this going, as amazing as it feels. My brain is in so many places."

Tears start to fall. You breath shakes.

"Sarah knows. She also thinks.. well she knows I also have feelings for Tommy."

Joel's body stiffens, his jaw clinched.

"You are right, I came here fucked everything up.. for you.. for Tommy.. for myself.. so I have to go.. for everyone's sake."

His hands grab your face then he pulls away. Silently he moves. Picks up his clothes putting them back on. You sit there naked, hurt, confused... then he leaves.

•

You lay there numb. You haven't moved since he walked out of your room. He hasn't texted. He hasn't called. You've ignored everyone else. Tommy included. It's about 4 am now.. you decided to pack a bag.. leave a note and take the extra car. You didn't know where you were going but you were going somewhere. Anywhere but here.

You drove. And drove . And drove. You ended up at your mom's in the Midwest.

Knock knock

"Momma? You home? I'm sorry I came without warning." You yell at the closed door.

Your mom opens up, looking at you like a stranger.

"Didn't know you were back in the country?" She puffs on her cigarette, beer in hand.

"Yeah been back over a week now.. I texted you." You shrug not knowing what else to say.

She lets you in walking to the living room, the trailer just as it was when you'd come here for a week in the summer. Most of the time those weeks were cut short and your Dad and Joel would make the trip to rescue you and your sister.

"So why are you here, figured you'd just stay at your dad's." Your mom sits down in her chair at the kitchen table.

" I have been.. I just.. I needed away for a bit. Wanted to clear my mind.. I havent seen you so.." your voice shakes with nerves.

"You didn't seem to worry when you moved to another country for four years." She says with a snark.

You move to sit across from her.

"I know. I needed to go. Needed to be free, but I am back and I am here. If you want me to go I will."

She shakes her head. "No you just drove all this way. Your dad know where you are? What happened to that boyfriend you had?"

You fidget, Not knowing how to explain anything in your life right now.

"Um we broke up.. and no dad doesn't know."

Your phone vibrates.

Tommy miller - where are you.? Are you okay? Please call me.

"Girl what kind of shit you got yourself into that you are here and your dad doesn't know." She lets out a slight chuckle.

Your mom has never been the best person and neither has your relationship.

"Long story momma. You letting me stay or no because I'll go book a hotel." You ask her.

She lets out a deep breath.

"Yeah it's fine it's getting late. but I don't want no drama from your dad."

"Won't be. Thanks momma." You get up to give her a hug.

You make your way down the hall to the room you would stay in. It's the same. Everything looks untouched. You change your clothes, lay down to check your phone.

•

Missed calls

Dad (7)

Sis (4)

Tommy miller (6)

Sarah miller (1)

•

"Fuck" you mutter to yourself. You stare at your phone.. before you click a name.

"Hey sweetheart, you doin alright.?"

"Tommy."

"Yeah honey.?"

"How quickly can you get to Ohio?"

"If I leave now, ummm afternoon- ish Why? What's wrong?"

"Um I went to my mom's.. I needed to be alone and now I am here alone.. and just.. never mind I shouldn't have called you im sorry."

"Don't go anywhere. I'm leaving now okay.?"

"Okay"

"I'm serious. Don't fucking go anywhere. Sleep till I get there or somethin. I'm on my way."

"Fine"

"I mean it. I'll let you know when Im close."

"Okay bye Tommy."

"Bye sweetheart."

You hang up the phone sitting there questioning why you called him. But you let it be before you fell asleep.

•

You wake up the next morning. Banging around the house. Your mom screaming.

"Hey what's going on?" You run out to the kitchen. A man stands there inches away from your mom his fists balled up, knife in his back pocket.

"Who the fuck are you.?" He snaps

"Her daughter.?" You snap back.

"Good she owes me money. Maybe you can get it to me." He backs away from her walking over to you. You have nothing on you. No pepper spray, your knife is in your bag. You look over at the clock it's about 12:30.. "so doll, you think you can do that for momma?"

"I don't have money like that... I -" you trail off.

You see a truck pull up in the distance. Tommy's truck.

"Ah bullshit honey.. she told me.. living in London.. drove all this way from Texas.. how'd you get here if you don't.. besides I can think of other ways If need be."

The man touches your face pushing your hair behind your ears.

"Do not touch me." You spit at him.

"Wasn't asking permission baby." He laughs.

The man pushes you up against the wall pinning you there knife on your throat. his hands about to pull down your shorts when Tommy busts through the door.

No questions Tommy punches the man knife flying. Your mother screaming in the corner. You stand there as Tommy lays a few good punches on him.

"Get the fuck outta here. And don't come back. If you ever touch her again Next time it's my gun motherfucker."

Tommy screams at the man as he throws him out.

You run to Tommy, throwing yourself into his arms.

"Hey sweetheart. I'm here." He lays a kiss on your head as he wraps you tighter.

"How did you know the address..?" You don't remember giving it to him last night.

You burry yourself deeper into his chest breathing in the comforting scent of him.

"Joel." Tommy says.

That cuts you like a knife. You freeze. Honestly feeling like you're gonna pass out..

"Joel told you?" You pull back in shock

"Yeah he did."

You let go, moving to check on your mom.

"So you gonna tell me what that was ? Same old shit huh? I haven't even been here 24 fucking hours."

You shake as you scream at her. She looks at you saying nothing until she starts to laugh. You look at her confused.

"You're gonna be just like me ... look at you already .. ran to another country for a man.. you come back here what a week and you run away again.. for who knows what.. and look at that a man comes after you.

She shakes her head smiling sadistically.

"I am nothing like you.... Tommy we are leaving."

You stare back at her, eyes empty.

•

You run back to the room grabbing your bag. You can't hold it together but you needed to, you needed to until you left here. Tommy takes your bag as you walk out of the house. Helping you into the truck, he closes your door. As he's pulling out of the drive way you look back to your mom standing on the porch and you just lose it. You sob uncontrollably, you spiral into a full blown panic attack. You can't breathe, everything is black.

"Hey.. hey look at me.. focus." Tommy holds your hand between his. "Breathe okay."

You take a few deep breaths. Clinching on his hand for life.

"Good girl. Keep doing that okay. Just look at me.. just look at me and breathe."

Tommy gives your hand a little squeeze, he keeps driving trying to get you to this hotel he booked for the night.

You keep taking breaths.. focusing on him. Watching how leans back when he drives, how tight that shirt is on him, how soft his lips look, how the sunlight shines on his freckles. Then you realize making yourself horny for him is calming you down. (Jesus Christ girlfriend)

You finally pull up to the hotel. Nothing fancy more of a motel than anything. Smack dab in the middle of no where in the mid west. It was early but they let you check in, Tommy must of worked his southern charm on the receptionist. You walk into the room and you notice that there is only one bed...

"Ah yeah uh so there is only one bed.. I figured I'd just crash on the floor or the chair." Tommy shrugs.

You smile as you let out laugh.

"Tommy miller always the gentleman..."

You fall back on to the bed, staring up at him with big doe eyes. Watching his every move.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" He smirks as he slides on to the bed next to you.

"Did I give you consent to join me in bed sir.." you tease as you roll over, putting your head on to his chest.

"Didn't need to.. I could tell by how you were looking at me." He looks down at you, that big ass smile that gets you every time.

"Is that so." You ask.

Tommy runs his hands through your hair. "Yeah that's so." His voice almost a whisper.

"You were pretty hot earlier... all my gun will be next mother fucker.." you roll on to your side to get a better look at him as he laughs .

"You liked that huh?" Tommy flips on his side to face you, inches apart now. You scoot closer closing those inches. Your bodies pressed against one another. Tommy wraps his arm around your waist pulling you even closer as he presses his forehead against yours. You lean forward as your lips linger over his.

"I did" you whisper practically against his lips.

"Yeah, and what else do you like." Tommy tilts your chin up, his thumb brushing your lips.

"Test your luck and find out." You look at him eyes wide with curiosity.

Tommy kisses you gently at first. With Each kiss it deepens, his tongue slides against your bottom lip testing the waters. You happily oblige as you slip your tongue into his mouth making him groan into the kiss. You take turns invading one another. His mouth slips from your lips gliding down to your jaw to your neck teeth grazing the skin. You didn't even try to stop yourself as a moan slips out of your mouth, your body pressing Harder against his. You feel his hands move to the small of your back pinning you to him as he continues kissing and nibbling your neck. You start to unbutton Tommy's shirt pulling it off of him. His hands slide to your the hem of your tank top lifting it over your head and tossing it to the floor. His lips move down your neck to your chest. His warm hands cup your breasts gently massaging them.

"Tommy." You moan out.

"Fuck say that again." He kisses lower till his lips slide over your nipple making you shiver, he kisses back up before he sucks gently his teeth grazing your sensitive skin.

"That- fuck feels so good Tommy." A breathy moan leaving your mouth.

He moves to climb on top of you, leaving a a trail of kisses down your stomach to the top of your shorts. He looks at you, making sure it was okay before he pulls them Off.

"No panties?" He smirks as he continues kissing lower. "Naughty fucking girl." He taunts.

If you weren't wet already.. you are soaked now..

Lower and lower Tommy leaves kisses down your body before he opens your legs wide. Your cunt glistening with your arousal.

"Even prettier than I imagined..." he stares licking his lips.

Tommy kisses the inside of your thigh gently, then something in him shifts as he bites you make you buck your hips forward a slight scream leaving your lips. He parts your folds with two fingers really taking in what he's seeing.

"Fuck, so wet f'me baby doll"

he lays a long hard swipe of his tongue across your cunt to start.

"I've wanted to taste you for s'long." He coos.

From there he does soft kitten like licks really just taking his time with you building you up for him. Each time his soft tongue met with your heat you whimpered under him for more.

Finally he really dove into you like a man starved flicking his tongue over your clit sucking on it. kissing it in all the right spots. You reach your hand down tangling it in his curls tied in bun pushing him even further in, Tommy groans into your cunt when you gently tug on his bun. you feel your climax building, your stomach on fire and your legs shaking .

Don't- stop. Please Tommy." You pant.

Tommy's mouth leaves you, he looks up at you. His big brown eyes full of lust.

He moves back on to the bed laying flat on his back. He grabs your waist pulling you on top of him moving you until your heat hovered above his mouth.

"Sit" Tommy's tone demanding.

You hesitated, your ex never liked to do this and it's been a long time since you have. It wasn't until Tommy's arms wrapped your thighs pulling you down on to his mouth. He was all you felt, his warm tongue his soft lips. You started to move your hips with him, the extra movement adding to the friction. The feeling of ecstasy took over your body as Tommy began lapping your gushing juices up his tongue everywhere groaning into your pussy like he's eating the best meal he's ever had.

Your moans echoing through the room, each one made him crazier.

"Tommy oh my god Tommy. I'm gonna cum. Holy fuck."

His grip on your thighs tightened as your orgasm took over your legs limp, Tommy pushes you up flipping you on to your back. His mouth to yours, you taste yourself on him. Your juices visable on his mustache and that turns you on again. Maybe even more than you were before. You claw your nails down his chest making him groan. Your hands reach the top of his jeans, you quickly take off his belt throwing it to the ground the big buckle landing with a clank. You fidgeted with the button on his jeans unable to focus as his fingers are rubbing gentle circles on your clit.

"Tommy.. mhmm.. fucking take off your jeans I can't focus." You whine under him.

He lets out a melodious sound, his eyes watching taking pleasure in watching you squirm under him. Watching you lose focus on everything but that moment and what he's making you feel.

Finally you are able to get the button undone, you pull his jeans off along with his underwear. His cock springs free. He's big.. (not as big as Joel. But boy the miller boys are blessed.) but still big.. and very very girthy.

You wrap your hand around Tommy's cock, you didn't even stroke it yet and he's groaning.

"Shit. That- hmm your touch feels incredible." Tommy's breath shaking.

You look up at him, doe eyed batting your lashes. Licking your lips as you gently move your hand up and down, pumping him. Tommy curses a few words under his breath, his fingers move from your clit down your slit.

"How- fuck-" Tommy hisses "how are you this fucking wet Jesus"

He inserts two fingers into you, curling them as he pumps in and out the same pace as you were stroking him. Filthy little moans leaving your mouth.

"Yeah baby doll.. fuck those little sounds are gonna be the death of me.. good girl... god I wanna-" Tommy lets out a groan stopping his words.

You knew exactly what he was going to say instead he stopped.

"Tommy please" you cried out and in this moment you knew you were about to complicate your life even more but you wanted him. Needed him really in this moment. "I need to feel you, I want to feel you... inside of me.." You pant.

Tommy moves himself between your thighs, the tip of his cock at your entrance, you throb at the gentle friction. Tommy grabs one of your legs gently hiking it up before he inserts himself inside. He bottoms out inside of you as he sinks himself fully in. Tommy babbles something as he starts moving, thrusting in and out.

"Look at me, I wanna see those little moans leave your lips as you clinch on my cock."

He hold your chin in a firm grip

You didn't realize it but you were, he felt good. So good. Good in a healthy way. Like in a this good be a good thing way.

Tommy increases his pace, harder thrusts, sinking deeper and deeper.

"Tommy..." you whine.

"I love hearing that. How you moan my name, how your eyes get wide when I turn you on. Fuckin beautiful. You are fucking beautiful."

Tommy slows down, he wants to feel it all, he wants you to feel it all. Slow and deep he filled you, feeling how you stretched around him , the warmth of your bodies together. The little gasp you make when he hits that sweet deep spot, the sloshing of your wetness.

"Tommy I'm-" you gasp again as he sinks even deeper.

He leans down, his chest pressed to yours as your wrap your legs around him, keeping him deep as possible. Tommy continues his steady deep thrusts as you rake your nails down his back making him curse under his breath.

"Close ain't ya baby doll." Tommy whispers in your ear.

You just nod looking into his eyes as you dig your nails deeper.

Tommy's thrusts continue hitting that spot over and over. You stare into his pretty brown eyes riding the high as your climax hits every part of your body. Digging your nails deeper you are sure you've left marks as your legs shake uncontrollably.

"That's it's baby, good girl taking me so well." Tommy lays a kiss on your forehead. His cock still inside of you, Gently sliding in and out. "Fuck you feel so good, I could stay inside you forever."

You move one of your hands to cup his face staring at him, feeling everything in this moment. How he feels, how he looks at you.

Tommy leans his face into your hand, your touch making him twitch inside of you. He moves slightly shifting making him sink deep, you gasp.

"Tommy.. I want..." you are cut off by his lips, passionate kisses matching the thrusts, He's close you can feel him, how he twitches when he's deep, the desperaation in each kiss. You claw at his back again holding him.

He pulls back to look at you, loud groan leaving his mouth, panting in need.

"Jesus, I'm close baby, hmm where do you want me.."

(Fucked you were fucked. You shouldn't you really really shouldn't.)

You look at him pupils wide you didn't have to speak a word because he could read your mind.

"Are you sure sweetheart.. fuck-"

You nod at him before he slams into you deep, his spend warm filling you. He pulls out collapsing on top of you his curls now a mess falling out of his bun. Both of you a sweaty mess.

Tommy lays on your chest as you play with his hair, observing the claw marks down his back.

"That was everything and more." He says A smile on Tommy's face as he lays on you.

"You wanna shower, get some food? Maybe go for drinks? You can show me some places around here?" He asks with His brown eyes peeking up.

"Yes that sounds great." You smile at him. For once in a long time you feel at peace.

Tommy hops off the bed, followed by him picking you up bridal style.

"Tommy what are you doing" you giggle.

He carries you to the bathroom, turning on the shower. It's small so you squeeze in together. This is intimate, something that kinda scares you but it felt easy.

You stand under the water soaking it all in as Tommy comes behind you wrapping arms around your waist.

"This is nice" you say easing back into him.

"Yeah. Yeah it really is. I feel so at peace I'm glad you called me." Tommy hugs you tighter.

" I am too. I can't thank you enough for coming here. For just everything lately. For just being you."

Tommy lays a kiss on your neck.

"I think I'd do anything for you baby doll." He whispers in your ear.

You turn around to face him when he pushes you up against the shower wall kissing you, under the water . The water covering both of you as you kiss each other like life depended on it. His hands touching every part of you as he pulls back to stare at you.

"What if we just stay in.?" You smile

"We keep kissin we just might." Tommy chuckles.

He grabs the wash cloth wetting it, cleaning you, kissing gently on your body. You do the same for him. You took your time admiring each other's bodies and the intamacy of this.

Once you have finished you go back out into the room wrapped into a towel you sit on your bed staring at your phone. You knew you should check it but you didn't want to. You just wanted to be here in this moment. You picked it up just to look.

Dad - 2 missed calls - 4 texts

Mom- missed call - 3 texts

And there was his name

Joel miller - 2 texts

You put your phone down, you don't even look.

"Hey you alright." Tommy says from the doorway.

"Yeah yeah I'm okay. come kiss me Tommy Miller." You smile.

"Ma'am you ain't gotta tell me twice." Tommy chuckles as he tackles you on to the bed. Pulling off the towel that was wrapped around your body, his lips crash to yours as his fingers pinch your nipple making you let out a moan.

"Don't start that baby doll" Tommy whispers into your ear.

"You started it sir."

He does it again, and you already feel a pool between your thighs forming.

"Maybe we should just stay in" Tommy says as he moves his hands between your legs.

"Already baby? Jesus. So fuckin wet." He groans.

You whimper under his slight touch.

"Okay let's get dressed or we really won't leave." You kiss him a gentle peck, but that's not what he had in mind. Tommy pushes you back on to the bed holding you there as he slides his fingers through your slick. Warm and so wet for him.

"No.. don't fucking move." Tommy's eyes have darkened. His demeanor dominate. He dips two fingers into your cunt curling into you. He works on you fast not letting up.

"Yeah thats it. That's my girl." Tommy talks as you squirm. You buck your hips, body jolting when he presses you down harder into the mattress. "I said not to move..." he thurts his fingers deeper looking into your eyes as he hold you there.

"Feels so - fuck." You scream.

"I know baby doll, lemme take care of ya." He pumps even faster your juices gushing out into a puddle on the bed. "Fuck- Jesus. I wanna feel that, want you to make a mess on me baby."

Tommy pulls off his underwear flipping you on to all fours. He doesn't line up, no easing it. He fills you in one go, making you leak everywhere.

"Mhm god- Christ woman." Tommy grabs a handful of your hair arching you even more, the sounds of skin slamming against one another filling the room.

"Swear to god you feel like heaven."

You couldn't contain yourself you were making a mess, you were a mess and you were already about to cum.

"Tommy- I -" you moan out

"No" he yanks your head back harder. "Not yet. I ain't done with you yet baby doll, stay with me."

Tommy pulls you up wrapping his arms around you, his chin resting on your shoulder as he continues to drill you from behind. You could hear him right in your ear, his pants, his soft groans when you squeeze around him. He has you pinned to him, there was no way of moving.

"Tommy please" you whine as he bites in your neck.

"Almost baby" his syrupy drawl in your ear makes you wanna unravel right there.

He squeezes you tighter as he thrusts hard fast as deep making you take it. His fingers dig into your side as you feel him twitch inside meaning he's close as well.

"Fuck... fuck.. baby your squeezin.. okay okay." Tommy breathless.

"I can't.. Tommy please I can't.. I need to-" you have no control over your body as you shake and whimper.

You are cut off by a hand around your throat and Tommy's cock hitting your cervix.

"Shit- let go baby I'm right here"

He whispers and he bites your ear, you unravel in his arms, him holding you or you would have collapsed, as you unravel you feel him fill you again those groans of pleasure from his climax right in your ear.

He holds you there before you both collapse on to the bed. Tommy wraps his arms around you, kissing down your back. You interlock your fingers with his.

"Sooo" Tommy trails off

Making you think of the night in his truck.

"Soooo" you flip around to look at him. "I'm starving." You chuckle.

"Yeahhh me too" he pushes your hair behind your ears.

" Wanna actually get dressed this time, go grab something? What are you In the mood for?"

Tommy licks his lips. "I had a pretty good meal earlier, juicy and warm, I think I could go for some of that."

You punch his arm. "Later... I'm serious Tommy im gonna get hangry."

"I'm serious too, girl I could eat you for breakfast lunch dinner and desert" Tommy kisses you.

"Cornball." You laugh.

•

You and Tommy decided to go to the bar down the road for some drinks and food. It was a small dive, run down but that's what gave it charm. You walk in, old country music playing, the air smells of whiskey and cigarettes. You find seats at the end of the bar in the corner. Bartender comes over.

"Two beers and two whiskeys darlin." Tommy's southern charm on full display. That drawl that damn smile.

You know he just fucked your brains out but just looking at him like this makes you want him to take you to the bathroom and have his way with you. The bartender comes over with your drinks smiling as Tommy tells her to keep the change.

"Miller are you trying to get me drunk to get into my pants?" You smirk at him as he lifts the beer bottle to his mouth.

"Oh most definitely... if I'm not mistaken last time I was with you drunk you got me to dance with you.. shaking that all up on me.. and that was the first night I thought about your body.. and you..like I was interested before but that made it real and I haven't stopped since."

Tommy puts his hand in your thing spinning you in the bar stool to look at him.

You cup his face before laying a kiss on him.

"Lucky for you, you don't need to get me drunk to get in my pants.. you do that by being you."

Tommy smiles ear to ear, but that's faded when he seen the man from this morning walk into the bar. The man's face cut slightly bruised from Tommy.

"We need to go... now..." Tommy looks at you.

"What's wro-" your cut off by a hand in your shoulder.

"Well well look who it is.. your even prettier all cleaned up.. " the man stands to your left towering over you.

He has two other men behind him.

"So that little Debacle earlier, imma let it slide, you ain't from here, and I'm takin it that you know how your momma is... but she does need to pay me.." The man looks at you then watching Tommy as his whole body has stiffened.

"Um" you stutter.

Tommy's jaw clenches "Her momma ain't her responsibility, so you gonna have to take that up with her. As for now I think this is all done here or I mean what I said earlier."

The man chuckles. "Boy I know you ain't from here but let me get one thing straight, if I need payment I get it. One way or another I get what I want..." the man pulls a piece of your hair playing with it. "And I just so happen to see something-"

The man was cut off by Tommy's fist, right to his jaw. This time you heard a crunch. His goons didn't take no time jumping in pushing Tommy back laying a few good punches on him, one held him as the other kicked him in the ribs. Tommy was resilient, it may have been 3 on 1 but that didn't matter. He fights back taking both of them down. At this point the whole bar has become utter chaos, bottle being thrown, chairs flying. Next thing you knew Tommy was in handcuffs...

The police took him down to the station, booking him on some bullshit charges.. you followed as you didn't wanna spend the night in that hotel alone. The policeman let you sit at the station until you could figure out how to bail Tommy out.. and you knew what you had to do and who you had to call.

The line rings.. once.. twice....

Joel - "Hello"

You - "Joel.. hey.. I'm sorry to call it's- uh.. it's Tommy."

Joel -"What's goin on, yall okay.?"

You sob

Joel- "Hey breath f'me okay, I need t'know what's goin on"

You - "He got into a fight.. it was 3 on 1.. it had to do with my mom.. she owed the men money.. he came in this morning before the man could do whatever dirty ass things he had in mind for me.. we left.. seen them at the bar, things got out of hand.. he's now in jail."

Joel lets out a deep sigh.

Joel -"Jesus Christ.. do I need to come there? Or what do I need to do."

You-"I can post his bail.. I just.. I don't have that money I didn't plan on getting stuck here, we were leaving in the morning."

Joel "Okay fine I got it. After this sleep and get your asses home..."

You -"We will.. thanks Joel.."

Joel -"Yeah not a problem.. um.. I - nevermind it's not important right now.. just get back home safe let me know when they let him out."

You -"Okay.. bye."

Joel -"Bye sweetheart."

Call ends

Your stomach is in knots. You haven't spoken to him since the night he showed up in your room claiming that he would do whatever to make that work until you were honest about your feelings for Tommy. You sit there sipping on coffee.. old tv playing in the background.

"Ma am" the policeman walks over to you. "His brother just called, we got everything figured out. He will be out in about an hour.. I just need to talk to you about what happened and what lead to everything."

You shift in your seat nervous as hell. You are worried for your mother, for what that man would do. She will probably hate you for forever for this but you had to. You sat there and explained everything to the officer, your mother, the man, the bar. He thanked you for your cooperation and told you it would be just a bit longer and he thinks the man would be dropping the assault charges. An hour goes by Tommy still hasn't been let out... you start dozing off in the chair. You jolt up when a pair of lips touch your forehead.

"You stayed all this time?" Tommy touches your face.

"I did... and I called Joel.." you stare back at him. "I didn't wanna leave you here, I didn't wanna be there alone.. I put you in this position I had to fix it."

You push his curl out of his face that's hiding a slight bruise. "You okay though? your ribs? your face is still pretty."

His hands cup both sides of your face letting out a laugh before pulling you into a kiss.

"God you are an angel you know this. Let's get some sleep so we can get home." Tommy's voice full of exhaustion with a hint of need.

Drive back to the hotel was quiet. You were both exhausted and just ready to lay down.

You enter the room, dimly lit by the light from the parking lot. You kick off your shoes, slowly taking off your clothes when you feel him, his hands there immediately. Heavy, needy.

"Tommy baby it's late. We got a long drive."

You sigh as his lips move down your neck down your shoulder.

"I know..." his hands unclasp your bra moving down your body to the top of your panties making you gasp pushing your thighs together trying to fight the feeling.

"I just wanna thank you" Tommy's voice low. He dips his finger into your slick. "You are makin this real hard to not want to pin you to this bed when you are that fuckin wet."

You push your ass against him, feeling how hard he is through his jeans.

"I want you too... but I also want us to get home..."

he pushes two fingers in, your cunt clinching on him already. "Fuck" you curse. He pumps them in and out, curling hitting right where he needs to. You look at him, eyes glazed already close and he knew it. "Mhm she's a need needy little thing ain't she." Tommy holds you against him. "But I suppose you are right and we should get sleep." Tommy leaves you with a kiss on your forehead.

He pulls his fingers out before undressing himself. You strip off what was left of your clothes crawling into bed. Out of no where you were overwhelmed with feelings, you haven't spent the night with another man since your ex.. a part of you thought the next one would be Joel... but it's not.. it's Tommy.

•

The next morning.

The sunlight beams through the curtains, the light illuminating Tommy's tan skin, his freckles like stars and his dark hair. He lays there peacefully his arm draped around you like you are always meant to be there. You lay there just staring at him.

"Are you gonna kiss me or just stare." Tommy's voice still filled with sleep.

"Kinda like starin at ya. I've told you before.. you're kinda beautiful."

You Run your fingers through his hair, not tied back into his usual bun before you lay a gentle kiss on his lips. It was soft and sweet. Tommy pulls you closer to him, body's pressing together.

"Well good morning to me, how am I so lucky to wake up next to you." He puts his hand on your face his thumb trailing down to your jaw.

"I think I am the lucky one." You wrap your leg around his waist.

"Sooooo... we have a long day ahead of us. Get on the road soon.. have to go get your car from your moms.. but.." Tommy's voice trails off as he kisses your neck.

You arch your body, you feel how hard he is under you.

"Tommy please.." you whine

"Please what baby doll" his breath heavy.

You use your weight to push Tommy on to his back, your legs now on both sides of his hips.

"Let me make you feel good" you stare down as you stratal him.

You position yourself lifting your hips lining his cock up with your entrance before sinking down on him taking him all at once. Tommy groans as he pulls you into a heated kiss. His tongue taking over your mouth, his teeth graze your bottom lip, you twist your fingers in his curls as you suck on his bottom lip, Tommy moaning into your mouth. You take your time moving your hips up and down slowly, feeling every part of him, him feeling every part of you. This was different. Things are different. Slow steady movements really focused on making him feel good. You sit up to deepen the feeling, sinking more into him, the stretch was heavenly.

"Just like that baby doll. God you're so pretty."

You keep going, leaning back hand on Tommy's leg arching into your movements, staring down at Tommy who looks like he is worshiping you. He sits up wrapping his arms around you while you ride him, you wrap your arms around his neck, looking into each other's eyes. Tommy's hand moves down your body to grip on your hip his fingers dig into your skin as he thrusts under you going deeper.

"Jesus Tommy.. so deep.." you claw down his back as he hits your little spot.

"Feels s'good. You feel s'good." Tommy growls as his grip tightens.

You grab the back of his neck as you switch your pace from calm to pure need. You bounce up and down eyes locked on him, watching him unravel.

"Fuck baby-you gotta-" Tommy lets out an husky moan, his body trembling.

You kiss his jaw line, keeping the same frantic pace, your nails marking the pleasure you feel down his back.

"Christ slow down baby I'm not gonna last- fuck." He groans when you bite his neck.

"Tommy.." you moan his name in his ear knowing it's gonna send him over the edge as you ride him wildly, your body moving in ways you haven't in forever.

You lips hover above his ear, whimpering every time he slides in and out, his hand moves to grip on your ass as you feel him about to unravel.

"Fuck I can't hold on anymore- I - shit."

You slam down on him one more time as he hold you there , filling you up you clench around him.

You move off of Tommy, his cum spilling out running down your leg. You look over he's staring watching it drip. Next thing you know he's back on you, hand wrapped around your throat pulling you to him. He bites your bottom lip before pressing his lips to yours.

"Fuck that makes me feel somethin. Seeing you like that."

His drawl raspy, sexy and deep.

"Yeah does It.?" You cock your head staring at him, your core aching.

"Yeah, lay down." His thumb touches your bottom lip you lean forward sucking on it.

"Jesus" he groans.

You lay back, as Tommy slides between your legs sliding right back in, you were already close. He looks down at you as he thrusts slow and deep. Every move he makes making you shiver.

"I don't think you know what you do to me, how good this feels, how good you feel, I -fuck."

He growls as you suck on his fingers as he slides in and out of you.

"Tommy - I -"

"I know baby.. that feel good huh? You like feelin my cock deep stretching you out."

You look at him and grin, he's always so sweet and seeing him be a little filthy sends a jolt through your body.

"Yeah.. yeah - so .. so fucking good , you fuck me so good."

Tommy runs his hand down to your breasts rolling your nipple between his finger you let out a sweet little cry as you feel it coming, you were about to lose it.

"There it is.. that's my girl.. you wanna cum for me mhm?" A pleases hum leaving Tommy's mouth.

"Yes.. I- " you couldn't even finish your sentence before it hit you, trembling under Tommy, you swear you blacked out for a moment the orgasm took over your whole body. He collapsed next to you kissing your shoulder.

"What a way to start the day. Better than coffee I think. " Tommy chuckles.

"Yes.. but for this drive I'm gonna need coffee.. " you lay a kiss on his nose.

"Yeah it's gonna be a long one.. kinda wish we weren't driving separately.. I think a road trip together would be fun.. "

He has a twinkle in his eye like he's thinking something.. something ornery.

"I know exactly what you are implying miller.."

He looks at you cheeky ass grin. "You are putting words in my mouth. I didn't say nothin."

"You didn't have too.. I know you." Your twirl one of his curls.

So you mean to tell me, hear me out.. 18 hour drive you would be able to keep your hands to yourself.?"

"Would you.?" Your brows arch knowing the answer already.

"Hell nah, I'll stop at every rest stop for a quickie."

You cackle, giving him a playful push.

It was nice to be this wanted, to have someone so attracted to you.

"Tommy miller what the hell am I gonna do with you."

"Whatever you want ma'am happy to be used and abused." He smiles that cocky ass grin.

"Jesus I hate you.." you smile back.

"Right now.. I want breakfast and to get this drive over with."

•

Once you both got everything together you grabbed some food from a gas station before heading to your mom's to grab the car.

"You okay?" Tommy grabs your hand.

"No I don't want to see her.. I just wanna grab the car and go.."

You pull up to the house and the car is gone....

"You have got to be fucking joking."

You shake on the verge of breaking down.

"Tommy what am I gonna do.. what am I gonna tell my dad.. oh my god.. " you hide your face in your hands trying to not lose it.

"We will deal with it.. right now we need to figure out where it went.. I'm going to talk to your mom.. you stay in the truck.

Tommy knocks on the door... no answer... he knocks again... finally the door opens.

"What the hell do you want.?" Your mom finally answered.

Tommy tucks his hands into his pockets. Trying to be the most respectful gentleman.

"Hello ma'am we just came back to get your daughter's car.. but it's not here can you tell me why that is?"

She shakes her head.

"He took it... I didn't have the money.. he couldn't have her... so he takes payment regardless of what it is.."

Tommy looks back at you in the truck then back to your mother.

"With all due respect you didn't even try to stop him? Call the police.? Did you know I was in jail last night because of him, she's a fucking mess because of you... she came here for her mother.. for comfort and you have given her the complete opposite. Now she has to deal with all of this.. are you gonna help her? No didn't think so..."

Tommy walks off the porch heading back to the truck.

"Just tell her I am sorry."

You hear your mother say.

"Nope. not doing that because that's something she's heard all too often from people that don't mean it."

•

You sit there mixture of emotions, you should be used to your mothers antics but it doesn't mean each time it hurts any less. Then there's Tommy.. he's done things already your ex never did, he's been by your side, he's stuck up for you, he came all this way just for you.

Tommy gets back in the truck letting out an agitated sigh.

"So uh,. Good news and bad news... bad news first, car is gone.. I'll talk to your dad, get him another. M'sure Joel knows people. We will fix this.. good news... how you feel about those quickies we talked about earlier..."

You couldn't help but laugh, even in shitty situations he's good at that.

"It's always been a dream to have nasty truck stop sex... step on the gas miller let's go."

Tommy leans over giving you a kiss, tender and sweet.

•

The drive was peaceful, windows down, air blowing your hair, the sun hitting Tommy just right. Music playing you both singing along as the miles go by. You stop a few times, each time the truck stopped his hands were on you. No matter what he couldn't get enough. Addicted to one another really. It didn't matter how many times you stopped at the gas station Tommy came out with some type of your favorite snack, candy, chips, soda.

Eventually you drifted off to sleep, and he let you. Wasn't mad he just let you be peaceful doing anything he could to make sure you were happy.

Once you woke back up there was only a few more hours to kill.

"Hey baby doll, you sleep okay?" Tommy grabbing your thigh. Immediately your body was wide awake.

"Hi.. yeah I'm sorry I fell asleep I didn't realize it."

His hand trails upward, you adjust in your seat trying to fight off whatever feelings of arousal.

"S"okay, you looked so pretty I didn't wanna wake you."

"Well you should have we missed our truck stops."

He laughs as he moves his hand between your legs tracing the outline of your heat covered by your yoga shorts.

"Did you miss me when I was asleep?" Your voice velvet coated with need.

"Yeah I did. You dream of me.? That smirk in full effect.

You take his hand moving it inside your shorts. His fingers slide through your slick.

"You tell me."

"Jesus. Okay 4 miles and we are stopping.."

Tommy shifts in his seat trying to focus.

You unbuckle your seat belt getting on your knees, body hanging over the middle console of the truck.

"Don't stop. keep driving."

You unbuckle his belt, then his jeans pulling his cock out already throbbing and hard. You look up at him through your lashes before taking him in your mouth. Tommy hisses, as you suck on the tip of his cock as your stroke his length before bobbing up and down.

"Christ." Tommy throws his head back.

"Hey eyes on the road."

A chuckle coming from his mouth turning to a groan when you take him fully in your mouth his cock hitting the back of your throat. You hum in pleasure hearing the sounds leaving Tommy's mouth. His fingers tangled in your hair shoving you deeper making you choke.

"Shit - I - fuck - babydoll your killing me im gonna -" a groan cuts off his sentence as his warm spend explodes into your mouth. You sit up, his cock leaving your mouth with a pop.

"You gonna swallow for me mhm?"

You look at him, he's leaned back driving his cock now half tucked back into his pants. You open your mouth showing him how he filled you up before you swallow it.

"Fucking good girl." His free hand grips your chin.

"How much longer?" You kick your feet up on the dash.

"About 2 hours." Tommy sighs as he looks tired.

"Not terrible. I do feel bad I left you lonely for a few hours, I just felt so comfortable."

"I know and that's why I didn't mind. You needed it. You been going through it lately."

"Yeah yeah I have.. but... you have made things a hell of a lot better." You cup his running your thumb down his cheek.

"I'm glad at first I was hesitant I knew I wanted you but I didn't wanna over do it, didn't know what else you had going on. didn't wanna complicate your life."

You look out the window as other feelings creep on the surface knowing being back home it's not going to be as easy to ignore. You like Tommy, you like him a lot more than you realized and being away with him kinda put things into perspective.

The two hours go by quickly you arrive back in Texas late.

•

"Baby doll you want me to drop you off at home?"

"Actually... if you don't mind can I stay with you? I'm not ready to go home, and is it corny to say I'm not ready to leave you either?"

A huge smile forms on Tommy's lips.

"You read my mind, just didn't wanna overstep. Let's go home."

Tommy pulls into the apartments he lives in, you follow him hand in hand as he's carrying your bag.

"So this is home." He opens the door as you follow him in.

It's small, but it's just Tommy. Surprisingly it's cozy, small couch with some pillows a blanket draped on the back. Coffee table with random gun magazines. And a bottle of whiskey. You follow him to his bedroom. Looks like a king size bed, dark maroon comforter, plaid blanket.

"Not much but it works." He sets your bag down in the corner of the room.

"It's cute. Very you."

"Maybe it needs a woman's touch." Tommy winks at you, as he's slipping off his flannel leaving him in his tank top.

"Yeah maybe it does." You walk over to him wrapping your arms around his neck as he wraps his around your waist. "Thank you."

"For what?" He brushes your hair behind your ear.

"Letting me come here."

"No need to thank me, I want you here, you can stay whenever you want."

He kisses your forehead. "Baby I'm exhausted, I hate cutting short coming home and spending time here but I'm ready for bed."

You reach the hem of his tank top, taking it off of him, you trail your hands down his chest unbuttoning his jeans helping him slip out of them. He reaches your tank top pulling it over your head with a gentle kiss on your neck. You pull your shorts off, grabbing his hand pulling him to bed. You get under the covers , your naked bodies up against one another just being comfortable skin to skin.

You turn to face him pulling his hair out of the bun he's had in all day.

"Goodnight my sweet girl." He lays a kiss on your lips before you turn back over, Tommy draping his arm around you pulling you close. Not even 3 minutes later he's fast asleep....

•

The next morning.

You open your eyes, morning light peeking in. You roll over to see Tommy's side of the bed is empty. You slide out of bed pulling on Tommy's flannel before walking out to the kitchen. There he stands sweat pants, that damn tank top that hugs his body like no other and his hair pulled back into his signature bun.

"Whatcha doin." You grin as the smell of pancakes fill the air. Walking over wrapping your arms around his waist.

"Tryin to not burn these damn things.." he grumbles.

You laugh, "here let me." You take over holding the skillet flipping the pancake without a spatula.

"Okay fancy pants, way to show me up."

You shrug, "this is what I wanna do.. I want to cook , I want my own restaurant."

"Really?" Tommy says.

"Yeah been a dream for awhile.."

"Then why don't you?" He questions.

You lean back against the counter. "I guess I just never thought about it, like really sat down and came up with a plan.."

"So let's make a plan. There's buildings here in town.. you have me to help, Joel is pretty good at building things, your dad.. I'd do anything to help you make that dream a reality."

"Where the hell did you come from.? My ex told me it was silly and that it wasn't a real job. I guess maybe that's one reason I haven't.. afraid of failure I suppose."

Tommy moves over to you, putting his arms on each side of you in the counter pinning you there.

"You wouldn't fail.. everyone would fall in love with you.. that's easy to do.. " he unbuttons the flannel kissing down your neck.

"Tommy" you moan out this name.

"The pancakes baby they are gonna burn..." Your head spinning trying to wrap your head around what he kinda said in a roundabout way..

He lifts you up on the counter, sliding your legs open your arousal glistening as you tug down his sweat pants exposing how hard he was.

"Fuck the pancakes"

He slides in on one go making you gasp as your loud moans echoed through the apartment. Tommy's thrusts steady not too rough, not too light. That perfect in between. Your back hits the cabinet above you making a knock with each thrust. You didn't know how but each time the sex got better.

Tommy's lips find your exposed breasts, taking one into his mouth he sucks on your nipple, that combined with how deep he was inside you shocked your body like electricity, loud moans of ecstasy leaving your lips. The knock on the cabinet getting louder as Tommy thrusts faster, until a loud pound on the door making you both freeze.

Tommy pulls out tucking himself back into his sweats still with a full errection. You button up the flannel hoping off the counter moving to the stove with the now burnt to a crisp pancake.

Another pound on the door.

Tommy opens the door, and there stands Joel.

•

He looks at Tommy first analyzing him before looking over Tommy's shoulder staring right at you, bare legs , messy kinda fucked out hair. You look like you have seen a ghost.

Joel walks right in.

"Well good morning big brother." Didn't know you were coming. Tommy says.

"Well neither one of you lemme know you were back. I bailed your ass out least you could do was let me know." Joel moves to the couch sitting down. "Smells like you burnt your pancakes." He looks over at you. Smug look on his face.

"I was gonna call ya once we woke up and got around for the day." Tommy leans against the wall by the couch. Joel looks at him then straight back to you.

"You should head home to your dad. He's been worried."

You stare back at him. Annoyed. You know what he's doing you see it, in how he speaks.. in his facial expressions.

"I was going to Joel. Didn't know you were my keeper." Your tone with a slight dig. You knew he was going to be pissed but Still.

"Yeah about that.. " Tommy's voice trails off. "So the car is gone.. ol dude who I got into a fight with stole it.."

"Jesus Christ." Joel puts his head in his hands.

"That's why I haven't gone home yet Joel.. I was trying to figure out what to say."

You pipe in.

"Yeah I'm sure you were doing just that huh.?"

He looks at you dark eyes clinched jaw.

You look back narrowed eyes your arms crossed letting out a cocky chuckle. He definitely heard it.

"I'm sorry I fuck everything up but what you aren't going to do is make me feel even worse about it." You bite back at him.

Tommy moves back to you pulling you into his arms. "It's fine just calm down. Joel is just a grumpy man."

You wish it was just that.

"Since you're so smart Joel what's your idea." You ask him.

He lets out a deep breath. "I can ask around, m'sorry I was a dick. We Will figure it out. Just talk to him f'me

Okay, he was worried, hell I was too."

You pull back from Tommy. You look into Joel's eyes from a distance. "I am sorry too. I'll call him. Thank you Joel." It was discreet, but he knew what you meant without coming right out saying it.

You walk back to Tommy's bedroom grabbing your phone. You press your dad's name waiting for the line to ring.

Ring...

dad : baby girl, I've been so worried. What's going on, where are you.?

You sob.

You: dad I'm so sorry..

dad : for what honey?

You: I fucked up bad. Sorry for cussing.

He laughs

Dad: like I haven't heard you say it a million times.. but really honey what's going on?

You: I went to moms.. she's bad dad.. like really bad.. she's into deep shit with some guy in town.. I - I don't know.. I was dealing with things and I guess I craved a mother's affection and I once again was proven wrong by her.. um... so Tommy came to Ohio..

Dad: did he?

You: yeah.. I guess.. uh I don't know really what that is but um.. he saved me..that guy I told you about.. he tried something with me.. Tommy punched him.. he ended up in jail.. and uh.. please don't be mad..

dad: yeah?

You : the man stole the car.. he took it as payment for whatever my mother owes him.. he wanted me as payment.. that's why Tommy beat him up...

your dad goes silent.

Dad : are you safe now?

You: I am at Tommy's.. we got back late last night he drove back .. I'll get you some money dad.. or find a car.. I'll fix it.

Dad: look.. it's a car.. it's replaceable .. you aren't. Yeah it's a loss but it is what it is.. do yall wanna come over later? Cook out, I'll invite Joel?

You : sure yeah that's cool I'll tell

Him.

Dad : so are you two..?

You : dad..

dad : fine I'll stop, bye honey see you later love you

You: love you more.

•

You walk back out into the living room.

Joel and Tommy talking about some gun Tommy wants. They freeze as soon as they see you both staring you up and down.

"I talked to him. He's not mad. Um.. we are going to a cook out later."

"We?" Joel questions.

"Yup... dad is grilling.. he said all of us are invited..."

"Sounds like a great evening" Joel says sarcastically.

"Well ... I'm gonna go get changed..." you shrug before turning to walk back to the bedroom. Tommy taps you on the ass as you walk past him making Joel cough.

"I'll be back in a minute." Tommy says.

You make it back to the bedroom shutting the door needing space realizing this may be harder than you thought. You hated seeing Joel being however he was being. You hated that you couldn't help but watch his every move.

*ding

Joel miller : we need to talk . Alone .

"Fuck." You throw yourself back on to Tommy's bed.

You lay there listening trying to figure out if he's left yet.. then the bedroom door opens.

"Hey there" Tommy jumps next to you.

"Hey.." you let out a deep agitated sigh. "Can you just hold me for a few minutes.. I .. I'm just really overwhelmed."

Tommy scoops you up , your head on his chest as he hold you as tight as possible.

"My sunshine to my midnight rain." You kiss his cheek before just submerging yourself into him. You laid there for a little bit, not talking really, occasional kisses he just wanted you to feel better.

"So I have to ask you something.. something you said this morning before Joel showed up." Your fingers making little circles on his chest.

"I know what ya are askin.. yeah maybe I shouldn't have said something that straight forward but I meant it. You make falling in love with you easy, and I just didn't mean whatever we have here.. I meant in general. You have this aura that everyone around you falls in love with one way or another.. your dad.. Sarah.. hell even Joel."

You reach up kissing Tommy's lips. "Thank you for knowing me. For listening to me."

•

You got ready for the evening, you didn't have much in your bag so you improvised. Jean shorts, you grabbed one of Tommy's button up shirts tying it into a crop top with your sneakers. You put your hair into a claw clip.

"I think that shirt has a new owner." Tommy chuckles as he walks into the bathroom as you apply a little lip gloss.

"Yeah I don't think I look as good in it as the previous owner though."

His arms wrap around your waist looking at you in the mirror.

"Let's go before I take you back to my bed."

•

You arrive at your dad's house. Pulling into the driveway, Joel's truck already here. Tommy opens your door helping you out, as you are met with Sarah.

(God this is gonna be a mess)

"Hey kid what's going on" Tommy walks over giving Sarah a hug.

"Hey girl." You give her a hug as well, she just looks at you. "We will talk" you mouth silently.

"I need to know everything." She says.

You all walk back to the backyard, what you thought was a small cook out ended up being a whole ass party.

Joel and your dad are over by the grill drinking beer, Sheila and dolly sitting on the patio as Randy and your neighbor play cornhole.

You make your way over to your dad and Joel's eyes are set on you, analyzing your body language, what you were wearing, trying to figure you out.

"Hey dad" you hug him tight.

"Hey baby girl, I'm glad you came. I know I said it was small thing but.. "

"It's fine, it's gonna be a fun night." You give your dad a smile even though this is he exact opposite of what you need right now.

"Well foods on the grill, Joel brought the beer.. he also made those cornhole boards over there." You dad gives Joel a nudge before walking over to join Randy.

"Looks like your collecting shirts." Joel huffs.

"Yeah guess I am." You glare at him. "Listen I can't and won't do all this passive aggression.. I was honest with you Joel.. I didn't lie about where my head was and to be honest I'm still figuring things out but I'm not gonna lie and say I don't feel some type of happiness, he's your brother you know him. You love him. He's been there for me, especially these past few days."

Joel grabs another beer before one moving closer to you.

"Who do you think told him where t'go? Who bailed him out even though I was pissed he was with you and not me.. I drove myself crazy knowin that. Knowin what was gonna happen. I know him. I know he's a good man.. but I'm not sure if he's the man for you.. by the way my shirt looks better on you."

Joel walks away, heading over towards everyone else.

You stand there feeling like you were right back at square one. How can you feel yourself falling in love with one man.. but still yearning for the other one as well.

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